I wrote this about a month ago, today I decided to publish it.

Was I not worth the fight? How does someone you spent half your life with, decide they don’t want to work on your relationship anymore?

Too much…pain, stress, anxiety.

I know he still cares, he’s crumbling More each day, so either way there’s pain.

Why cant some people state what they want or need? Why is everything hidden, feelings, emotions….was that something that was taught?

I know I am a good person and I will find my happiness, I wish I didn’t have to go through such an emotional rollercoaster to get there.