As I sit here, I find myself asking why did it happen like this. Why didn’t he do more to not lose us and what we had. Why couldn’t we work on us more, harder?

Is it really he thought he was taking the easier way out? To have less to deal with, without thinking of the emotional consequences. Did the last thirty plus years mean nothing? We’re such a great team, even in business, why couldn’t he work hard on us just like we work hard on everything else in our lives?

I know what’s done is done, and I know when doors close others open, but my heart breaks just to think about it. I know I will survive, because I’m a survivor for sure, but I wish it was different, even after all I have been through, I still want us.