Every day is a day closer to moving. Moving out, moving on, moving forward.

Feels so long ago we were looking for our places, although it’s been only months.

Now that we both have closed on our next chapter in life, we find ourselves more emotional than ever.

For me, most days are good. Time is filled with work, and the planning of decor, contractor after contractor.

The sadness sneaks into one of those good days like a snake. Making it a hard and exhausting .

Crying as if the end was here.

I guess it’s near, our end anyway. The end of what used to be.

I know I will have my ups and downs and I know I will survive it. I am a strong woman, with an amazing support group of girls. Change is hard for me, especially after so many years.

You never know what life brings, and although I may not have chosen this path for myself, I will embrace it and live it how I want, and without any regrets.

I will get through the bad days, just as I have in the past, it will only make me stronger. I will embrace what life has to offer me as best as I can. I will stay focused and determined.

Life is short and time flies.