Summer was great! Kept my social calendar full with friends Old and New.

It was the best summer I’ve had in a very long time!

Now that it’s over I’m still in high gear, enjoying life and living it to my fullest. I am grateful for that.

Today however, I’ve hit a slump. Sadness of the reality of us coming to an end . It’s been almost a year on our own, and we have been very amicable towards each other, but the sadness is still here.

Today we met up to divide something between the two of us, and while filling out the paperwork, he had to state who I was to him, he answered wife, then he had to put the reason, he froze, gave me the paperwork to answer, which I couldn’t, first because It should have been him to fill out, and I also struggled to have to write it, Divorce . I gave it back to him, and he sat there quietly, staring at the paper, until I spelled it out for him, literally.

My heart is heavy, I’ve been busy enjoying life, trying to move on, and now I’m sad again. We aren’t even divorced yet, and I’m dreading the day we legally are going to be.