Category: wellness
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One of my Triggers
As I reflect on how this situation can be a growing experience, I try to focus on something positive. My route to work will no longer require me to pass through her town, which means there is little to no chance of her driving past me. One of my Triggers is just that, driving to…
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Packing Up
So today I tackled the living room and a closet in the basement. The closet was easy, the living room, well that is another story. It brought me to tears packing up our wedding album, so sentimental and so many memories of what I thought would be forever. I continued to pack the room and…
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First of many first’s!
Today I had a first,. Not only was it the first time on a train by myself, but with a carry-on! Although the train was delayed an hour, I was sitting, outside, in perfect 75 degree weather on November 5 in Jersey! Why would I complain??? It was perfect! Plus I was off from work.…
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Times flying
Every day is a day closer to moving. Moving out, moving on, moving forward. Feels so long ago we were looking for our places, although it’s been only months. Now that we both have closed on our next chapter in life, we find ourselves more emotional than ever. For me, most days are good. Time…
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Why
As I sit here, I find myself asking why did it happen like this. Why didn’t he do more to not lose us and what we had. Why couldn’t we work on us more, harder? Is it really he thought he was taking the easier way out? To have less to deal with, without thinking…
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Closing Day
New chapter, new journey, new life. Closed on my new townhouse last week. Excited, and nervous. Excited for the new journey I have ahead of me. Hoping it’s a smooth path, with as little bumps in the road as the last few years have been. New town, new home, a new beginning. Nervous for the…
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Tears flowing
I wrote this about a month ago, today I decided to publish it. Was I not worth the fight? How does someone you spent half your life with, decide they don’t want to work on your relationship anymore? Too much…pain, stress, anxiety. I know he still cares, he’s crumbling More each day, so either way…
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Struggling
Grateful for waking up and doing my 5 minute stretch routine that I started doing daily. I’ve been consistent with the am need to work on the pm stretching. Although I have many things to be happy about, new journey, path, home, I find myself tormented by my emotions. Feeling sad that I have to…
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So much going on
Listed our home today, can’t believe after 22 years living here we’ll be leaving one day. Feeling sad and happy. Found a place that I can actually see myself in, so all good emotions running through me. Keeping fingers crossed that I get it! Had a great beach day with the girls today! Jenks Inlet…
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Heart full and broken
My heart is full because this week I was able to spend a lot of time with her. We had good quality time the three of us, played with the sprinkler, pool, water balloons, fireworks, And we even went out for ice cream one day which was a first for all of us to do…
Unfinished Coffee 