Tag: health
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Birthday Dinner with the fam!
Celebrated my birthday with my family today! My parents, sister and brother in law. I made reservations at Catch 19, in Red Bank. I haven’t been here since pre COVID! It’s still amazing! A must try if you are a seafood lover. The food was delicious, presentation on point, great drinks and wait staff too!…
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Girls Trip!
Arizona here we come! So glad I got to see Scottsdale, and Sedona (one off the bucket list!) Sedona, breathtaking views, dining and a four mile hike in the rain where we bonded even more! Red rock is spiritual, peaceful, and serene. Our hike was Devil’s Bridge, a must try! Scottsdale, well any foodie will…
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Hurt
I’m doing good, or so I think healing, keeping busy, working on my self, body mind and spirit. Until I see him, it all Falls apart. Why is it so hard to be in the same space when I feel and think I’m doing so good?? I feel sadness, and emotional pain. Mixed emotions honestly.…
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Karma
Stop trying to make this about you. You knew what you were doing all along. Befriending me, and him, manipulating your way into our lives. Crossing all lines. And now after making your bed, you don’t want to lay in it. Acting as if the wife was wrong in this, when you were the other…
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Almost Done
So I’m at the end, the end of my living arrangements, the end of the pack up, it took about a month. Yesterday I brought Us up to him. How did we get here? How did this happen? Why didn’t we communicate more? Why? At first it was as if he didn’t want to talk…
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One of my Triggers
As I reflect on how this situation can be a growing experience, I try to focus on something positive. My route to work will no longer require me to pass through her town, which means there is little to no chance of her driving past me. One of my Triggers is just that, driving to…
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Packing Up
So today I tackled the living room and a closet in the basement. The closet was easy, the living room, well that is another story. It brought me to tears packing up our wedding album, so sentimental and so many memories of what I thought would be forever. I continued to pack the room and…
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Times flying
Every day is a day closer to moving. Moving out, moving on, moving forward. Feels so long ago we were looking for our places, although it’s been only months. Now that we both have closed on our next chapter in life, we find ourselves more emotional than ever. For me, most days are good. Time…
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Why
As I sit here, I find myself asking why did it happen like this. Why didn’t he do more to not lose us and what we had. Why couldn’t we work on us more, harder? Is it really he thought he was taking the easier way out? To have less to deal with, without thinking…
Unfinished Coffee 