Tag: life love paths journeys
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Almost Done
So I’m at the end, the end of my living arrangements, the end of the pack up, it took about a month. Yesterday I brought Us up to him. How did we get here? How did this happen? Why didn’t we communicate more? Why? At first it was as if he didn’t want to talk…
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Pack, load, unload, put away
Been crazy busy, packing, loading up the car, unloading at my new house, putting everything away. It’s exhausting and nice at the same time. Exhausting because I am doing this all alone, without any help while working, getting the new place ready, dealing with contractors, vendors, and everyday life. Nice because it’s the start of…
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One of my Triggers
As I reflect on how this situation can be a growing experience, I try to focus on something positive. My route to work will no longer require me to pass through her town, which means there is little to no chance of her driving past me. One of my Triggers is just that, driving to…
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Packing Up
So today I tackled the living room and a closet in the basement. The closet was easy, the living room, well that is another story. It brought me to tears packing up our wedding album, so sentimental and so many memories of what I thought would be forever. I continued to pack the room and…
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Thanksgiving
Very different than the last twenty five years, but that’s going to be my new normal. Different. Thankful for another year, my parents, family and friends. This one was different though, because we spent it apart. Another first. I did enjoy the day with my parents. Thankful for them.
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Nightmare or Tantrum is
He carried her in and she was sleeping, laid her to rest on the couch. She slept for the next two hours. When she woke up, she was screaming and crying. We couldn’t even understand her at first, she was crying so heavy, until she settled down a bit, she was saying she wanted to…
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First of many first’s!
Today I had a first,. Not only was it the first time on a train by myself, but with a carry-on! Although the train was delayed an hour, I was sitting, outside, in perfect 75 degree weather on November 5 in Jersey! Why would I complain??? It was perfect! Plus I was off from work.…
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Times flying
Every day is a day closer to moving. Moving out, moving on, moving forward. Feels so long ago we were looking for our places, although it’s been only months. Now that we both have closed on our next chapter in life, we find ourselves more emotional than ever. For me, most days are good. Time…
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Why
As I sit here, I find myself asking why did it happen like this. Why didn’t he do more to not lose us and what we had. Why couldn’t we work on us more, harder? Is it really he thought he was taking the easier way out? To have less to deal with, without thinking…
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Closing Day
New chapter, new journey, new life. Closed on my new townhouse last week. Excited, and nervous. Excited for the new journey I have ahead of me. Hoping it’s a smooth path, with as little bumps in the road as the last few years have been. New town, new home, a new beginning. Nervous for the…
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