Tag: love
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Stay present
Today I spent the day at the beach, beautiful day with friends. After we stopped to get something to eat. It was on the water, when we were done we walked to the back near the water and sat with our drinks in the beautiful backyard waterfront section. Other people started doing the same, there…
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How it goes
Today I changed my relationship status on Facebook. I did this today because he has updated his already. I thought it would have been harder than it actually was. It wasn’t, just a little sentimental, after all we were together for 33 years, more time with him than being single. I think because I have…
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Day 52
Not everything you lose is a loss. Day 67…..I know this, I have healed and have grown a lot. The pain is still there though if you still love. I do love him and I probably always will, even though it’s over and we’ve moved on, You can’t stop caring, or loving someone you built…
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Conversations
I was having a conversation with a friend, and we got on the subject of how we would be living, and feeling in another 20 years. I’m 53 today, So when I look ahead at myself at 73 I’m hoping to be retired, enjoying life, and remaining active. Then she brought to my attention how…
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Been a while
Summer was great! Kept my social calendar full with friends Old and New. It was the best summer I’ve had in a very long time! Now that it’s over I’m still in high gear, enjoying life and living it to my fullest. I am grateful for that. Today however, I’ve hit a slump. Sadness of…
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Overthinking
I know I’m in a better place in my life, but I often find myself thinking about him, what if he tried to make it work? When I see him, I see a sadness within him, defeated, too much on his plate, tired and drained. I know for me I’m better off, I would always…
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His Birthday
I would say that I am in a good place in my life right now. I’m grateful. I feel a sadness today, that I can’t be with him, spend the day with him to celebrate his birthday. I don’t have the same feelings as I used to, but I miss him at times, his comfort…
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Happy -1 Year
I know, you are wondering why a negative? So we were married for 25 years before we separated. June 29 is our wedding anniversary, and that day I celebrated -1. Made plans with a couple friends, we were going to see Mission Dance Saw them with one of these girls the week before, amazing! We…
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Birthday Dinner with the fam!
Celebrated my birthday with my family today! My parents, sister and brother in law. I made reservations at Catch 19, in Red Bank. I haven’t been here since pre COVID! It’s still amazing! A must try if you are a seafood lover. The food was delicious, presentation on point, great drinks and wait staff too!…
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Hurt
I’m doing good, or so I think healing, keeping busy, working on my self, body mind and spirit. Until I see him, it all Falls apart. Why is it so hard to be in the same space when I feel and think I’m doing so good?? I feel sadness, and emotional pain. Mixed emotions honestly.…
Unfinished Coffee 