Tag: love
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Memories From Scratch…the series
Started watching this series From Scratch, liked it from the start. Makes me want to go to Italy, soon. There’s a scene where Lino takes Amy on a tour of Florence, on a Vespa….so romantic.. It triggered me with memories of him and I, when we rented one and rode around Miami. Taking in the…
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Words for thought
If something is going to die, it’s going to die. But if you try killing something because it’s going to die, well now it’s going to die and you’re the killer.
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Almost Done
So I’m at the end, the end of my living arrangements, the end of the pack up, it took about a month. Yesterday I brought Us up to him. How did we get here? How did this happen? Why didn’t we communicate more? Why? At first it was as if he didn’t want to talk…
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Packing Up
So today I tackled the living room and a closet in the basement. The closet was easy, the living room, well that is another story. It brought me to tears packing up our wedding album, so sentimental and so many memories of what I thought would be forever. I continued to pack the room and…
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Thanksgiving
Very different than the last twenty five years, but that’s going to be my new normal. Different. Thankful for another year, my parents, family and friends. This one was different though, because we spent it apart. Another first. I did enjoy the day with my parents. Thankful for them.
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Nightmare or Tantrum is
He carried her in and she was sleeping, laid her to rest on the couch. She slept for the next two hours. When she woke up, she was screaming and crying. We couldn’t even understand her at first, she was crying so heavy, until she settled down a bit, she was saying she wanted to…
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Times flying
Every day is a day closer to moving. Moving out, moving on, moving forward. Feels so long ago we were looking for our places, although it’s been only months. Now that we both have closed on our next chapter in life, we find ourselves more emotional than ever. For me, most days are good. Time…
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Why
As I sit here, I find myself asking why did it happen like this. Why didn’t he do more to not lose us and what we had. Why couldn’t we work on us more, harder? Is it really he thought he was taking the easier way out? To have less to deal with, without thinking…
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Closing Day
New chapter, new journey, new life. Closed on my new townhouse last week. Excited, and nervous. Excited for the new journey I have ahead of me. Hoping it’s a smooth path, with as little bumps in the road as the last few years have been. New town, new home, a new beginning. Nervous for the…